this journal is a replacement for something...lets just say i cant get in trouble here. Still in overloaded apt. About to see avengers...got fruit, fruit drinks and parrot bay to help in the unpacking and writing process. Bout 100 dollar running shoes and am running on my own treadmill later this evening and use my eliptical machine. Im not rich...its called tax return. My mothers rich though...she just got back from holland. How many of u here are in love with someone? Are u just like that person? Or the opposite? I know someone out there who is just like me. But i didnt choise them to spend the rest of my life with cause im very married...have been for ten years.